"Unworthy"??? Slap yourself now, at once! Three times for each syllable in English (I don't know how many syllables "unworthy" may translate into in Lithuanian). I don't know where you should slap yourself but find someplace where you can remember it without making it too painful. I find the time because I love what I do. Plus, reading is (and you MUST know this) part of my work as a writer. Who knows what I might STEAL from someone? Never forget what T.S. Eliot said... So never EVER feel guilty.